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I won't be on lj much until school starts or something... [23 Aug 2005|09:19am]
[ mood | cheerful ]
[ music | I'm not your girl - Lalaine ]

So nothing much has happened but I'll write about the stuff that interests me or just stuff from yesterday.
a) My uncle and aunt #8 are here from Germany and are coming over today.
b) Yesterday I went shopping with my parents for the first time in a long while.
c) Ragnarok is same old, same old.
d) I got a phone call from Kelly.
e) My brother and I playd The Game of Life (board game).

A )

B )

C )

D )

E )

Random Blabberings, not on table of contents but I felt the need to say them. )

My cd
1. Just the Girl - The Click Five
2. It's hard to say - The Used
3. TV Riot - The Adored
4. When you sleep - Longview
5. A day in the life of a poolshark - idiot Pilot
6. Number One - Skye Sweetnam
7. Bat Country - Avenged Sevenfold
8. Blue and yellow - The Used
9. Good Times - Finger Eleven
10. Middle of Nowhere - Hot Hot Heat
11. Good Day - The Click Five
12. How to Deal - Frankie J
13. I'm not your girl - Lalaine
14. Yesterday's Feelings - The Used
15. Smile in your sleep - Silverstein
16. Pop Princess - The Click Five
17. One Thing - Finger Eleven
18. Cut up angels - The Used
19. Why can't I - Liz Phair
20. Behind those hazel eyes - Kelly clarkson

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Horrible family! [31 Jul 2005|11:05am]
[ mood | angry ]

On Thursday night, I decided to pull an all nighter for once. I always attempt to but I always fall asleep but this time. I did it. :) I was so proud of myself but later as I was leeching off __Hero in guild dungeon, I fell asleep for a few seconds and woke up when I heard him dying. Luckily, he didn't die.

On Friday, I went to my grandma's and my mom told me that we were going to Niagra Falls on Sunday for the whole day, so we have to sleep early on Saturday. I was bummed out because wouldn't that mean I'd miss guildwars? Then later, I find out that we're going on Saturday instead and my mom tells me to sleep early. Turns out, we left at 4pm basically.

Niagra Falls sucked. All we did was walk around and then Maria and I wanted to go into Ripley's Believe it or not museum but the adults wouldn't let us. My mom said it's too expensive, then she was about to let us in but the lady said it will take us 45 minutes to go through it so she wouldn't allow it. She didn't want to wait 45 minutes for us.

Then we walked into a dead end and had to go down a steepish hill. As we walked further, there was another super steep hill which my brother and Randy went down. I walked until there was an opening. Then we went to the casino and waited for like three hours for the adults to play. We finally got home at 2am and my parents weren't home yet. So it pissed me off.

How come my mom could make us wait three hours so she could play casino but she can't even wait 45 minutes for my cousin and I to have some fun of our own?

Also, I missed guildwars completely and because many people weren't there, we got owned.

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Annoying people on DiscoveryRO [15 Jul 2005|10:31am]
[ mood | bored ]
[ music | Energy - Natalie ft. Baby Bash ]

I totally miss the xenophase server of Ragnarok. I hate DiscoveryRO. It sucks. The people on there all talk different languages and it's just really annoying. Also, everyone is like 17+ on there and the guys hit on the girls a lot. It's so annoying. This one guy basically stalks me on there. He's always asking where I am and it's just really annoying. I can't go on there without being afraid he will find me or something. I want Ragnarok Frontier back! Besides, Yukimura is planning on quitting DiscoveryRO because we all went on there yet we don't hang out. We're all doing our own things.

Anyways, I still haven't gotten my report card. I don't think I'll ever get it. I'm too lazy to go and get it. But I want to get it so I can compare my marks with Kami's. :) Anyways, I beat Kami the other day in Minesweeper. He beat me on the first two games. Then I won the last three. :D I feel so accomplished lol. Also, yesterday Leoric asked me for my number. :| He wants to call me when he goes on vacation. He's such a weirdo. Getting everyone's numbers.

Anyways, I am rewriting A Fatal Accident and I need ideas on how Chris and Christina should meet. I want something memorable. :) If you have any ideas, please tell me. Thanks.

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The computer is making you sick.. [13 Jul 2005|10:08am]
[ mood | calm ]
[ music | Ray - Millencolin ]

Yesterday I got banned off my computer which upset me. I told my mom that I felt sick and couldn't eat the food she made and all. So my dad said that I was lying and that the computer was making me sick. I was so pissed off. So I ate dinner and took a two hour long nap. I woke up to find my parents not home, at the casino. So I went on the computer and when my dad got home. He only yelled at me saying that I was lying about being sick. What the hell...why would I lie about being sick? I hate medicine and being sick gosh.

Yesterday, I went on Survival Project with Maria for a few minutes. On there, I saw Steph (Mint-chan, Kami's cousin) and she asked if I played Ragnarok Frontier. I said yes so yeah, it was her on the game lol. So she invited me to duel with her and Kami. I sucked so badly. I kept dying so quickly.

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Cherries are bad for you... [11 Jul 2005|11:28am]
[ mood | awake ]

So on Saturday, I started playing Survival Project at my grandma's. It was so confusing but it's kinda fun. Then after lunch, we had to go cherry picking, the whole family. I didn't want to go but oh well. It was like an hour drive to the cherry picking farm. Then I picked cherries with Maria and Thai, we almost filled up a basket but the sun was really bothering me. I had a headache from the sun and I needed water. Then I ate too many cherries and got a stomachache. At 5:30pm, we went to Niagra Falls. I didn't want to go because it was really boring.

Ragnarok )

Also, I am rewriting A Fatal Accident again, I wanted to start it with something exciting or somewhat attention grabbing.

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Guildwars sucked, stuck at grandma's... [07 Jul 2005|07:40pm]
[ mood | content ]
[ music | Girl Fight - Brooke Valentine ]

Haven't posted for a while so here goes...I got Vivi (Kami's cousin) to send me a picture of Kami. Kami looks cute to me at least and he looks so gangster, it's funny lmao. But it's a picture from a month ago and Kami looks a bit different now but I still got a picture of him. Also, his real name is Kami.

Guildwars sucked. )

Being at my grandma sucks. I'm always waiting for a computer. The other day, my brother got super pissed off because I wouldn't let him on the computer. He pulled a knife out at me too. Also, Ragnarok is going down on Sunday for a week and that's when I get to go home. This sucks.

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He offered us a ride and we didn't even know him. [02 Jul 2005|01:00am]
[ mood | tired ]
[ music | Nothing ]

Stupid electricity and how my guild members on Ragnarok actually care about me. ) Anyways, my mom thinks I'm lying about how I have to go into the school Thursday (upcoming) to get my report card.

As for Thursday, Kelly and I planned to go to the mall together. Our bad luck adventure. )

As for today, on Ragnarok I have two knights who will always level with me so I'm fine with that. Also, the guild glitch has been fixed so now the guild has too many members in it. So Yukimura taxed everyone 5% so we can all level up the guild. We need three guild levels. I volunteered to be taxed 50% and I've given over 300, 000 exp to the guild in like two hours or so. :)

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No more respect... [29 Jun 2005|01:30pm]
[ mood | crushed ]

So yesterday Derm went on Ragnarok and told me that Rick thinks he could kill me with his asura strike. So I got |Leoric| there with us and told him not to hit Rick til I'm dead. I killed Rick at first but he said that he forgot to put /noshift on which enables you to attack people. So we had a second round and he won. The thing is, he used green pots when I silenced him, meaning he can't use his skills. He also casted stuff in preparation before the battle. So yeah, almost like he cheated.

Then after I died, |Leoric| killed Rick. Derm then messaged me, stating that it was really low of me to do that. He told me that he has lost all the respect he had left for me. So, I doubt we're friends anymore. But you know what? Screw this. They left me for another server. Stating that my server sucks just because it's too hard for them. Then Derm doesn't want to talk to me because of this. It was NOTHING. Argg...anyways off I go.

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"Why are you up there anyways?" "It makes me feel taller." [28 Jun 2005|11:32am]
[ mood | cheerful ]
[ music | Girl fight - Brooke Valentine ]

So yesterday I spent all morning training Derm's mage. Yes, he came back. :) For now that is lol. It went from level 18 to 45. Then I went to GHC and tried to level. Out of nowhere, Yukimura was calling random groups of people to the back of Prontera tool shop. I thought he was just discussing team plans for guildwars so I took little notice of it. Then I was called next along with Riku and Kami. I came to Prontera tool shop and saw Riku on her alchemist. She asked for warp to GHC and I told her that Yukimura wanted to talk to us. So we went there. As soon as I got there, I saw Riku, Revolution, xBeRx, Yukimura and possibly a few others. I sat down and...
Why we hate Ber. )

Then I gave them all warps to Riku's wedding spot because Kami wanted to show everyone his 'meeting area' that he found. Little something. )

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Kami and I get married? [27 Jun 2005|08:07am]
[ mood | calm ]
[ music | Don't Cha - Pussycat Dolls ]

So yesterday my aunt came over with her son Tommy. They ate dinner with us then my whole family went to the carnival. I didn't go because I'm a bum and I hate spending time with my family for personal reasons. During the dinner, I found out that my uncle was drunk at a party and he smashed a beer bottle on some dude's head at the party. They don't know if that guy accepted the apology or not because he could sue him. Then my mom said that my dad was drunk and he went to Casino and lost $200 in fifteen minutes.

Now for Ragnarok, many stories included lol.
I just remembered how Kami told me that his dad smacks his ass, he's perverted so I was just laughing. :) Anyways...on to yesterday's adventure on Ragnarok.

I attended a wedding. )

Here's the thing worth reading about. |Leoric| dropped ten old blue boxes. I grabbed two. :) Kami got one. favio got two and others got one. DeathCutie got none and she was complaining about it. Kami said it's because she doesn't deserve it. I said it's because she was too busy shaking her ass because she IS a dancer in the game. Then...
The argument. )

Then I private messaged Kami and Riku, trying to convince them to send me their pictures. Riku blocked my messages and Kami just kept saying no. Then he goes:
It shows that Kami will never block my messages. :) )

Click here for Ragnarok pictures.

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Yesterday.. [26 Jun 2005|09:08am]
[ mood | annoyed, I keep sneezing. :( ]
[ music | Bleek ]

So yesterday I was told by some of my guild members that I level up my priestess too fast. :) That made me proud. I gave Kami the tames for Baphomet Jr. yesterday and he told me to come with him. I was supposed to be tanking my cousin but I went with him lol. We had to go through a maze which was weird but we managed. Then he tried to catch one but he failed on both tries. He let his brother click them. :| I want to go find some more of those tames. :) Maybe I should try and catch them.

Yesterday guildwars was so boring. I basically fell asleep so yeah. I talked to Kami after guildwars and he told me how screwed up his dad was. I was shocked he even mentioned because really, it came out of nowhere. It made me happy that he told me. :) Anyways, I found out that people love training with me on Ragnarok. Good stuff.

The most important news of all...I finally got a lock on my door!!!

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So what's new? [25 Jun 2005|04:25am]
[ mood | excited ]
[ music | Fish tank noises ]

I'm officially done school. Bad news...I gotta go to school on Monday to get my exam results. :( Well yesterday was my religion exam. I didn't study at all. I only read over the number of books in the bible and whatever. When I got to school, the teacher had chocolate bars for us which was really nice of her. Also she was hoping that we would get high marks on it. I gulped at that because I seriously thought I was going to fail. The exam was so easy. I found out that I memorized most of it by the way she teaches. There were some quotes I didn't know tha answer to and then the AIDS part I knew nothing about. I wrote that some signs are: diarhea, headaches, etc. :)
After exam, I walked like a block and realized that I forgot my folder in the exam room. So I came back and grabbed it.

As for Ragnarok, Seriously, don't read if you don't care. )

PS Raging Thrust from my guild on Ragnarok made me a signature for the forums. Isn't he so sweet? He's only in grade six yet he does these things better than me! It's based on Ragnarok, the chinese word means Sweet.

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Sorry for lack of commenting and posting [23 Jun 2005|03:28pm]
[ mood | blank ]
[ music | Obsession - Frankie J. ]

So I had my english exam today. I think I failed it. The sight passage was hard. I didn't understand the story and I didn't know who was talking like 3/4 of the time. So I screwed up the questions majorly. Then the essay I don't think I did my best on it. So yeah, I think I failed or barely passed. I'll find out tomorrow because I've got religion exam tomorrow. :| Yikes lol. So I won't be on as much, maybe I'll be on Friday if I feel better after the exam lol.

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Bad day... [21 Jun 2005|06:49am]
[ mood | cheerful ]
[ music | Energy - Natalie ft. Baby Bash ]

Yesterday was a bad day at school. During lunch, I waited in line for 20 or more minutes just to get to the counter and have the lady say, "Sorry, we ran out of chicken strips." So I bought a plate of pasta which they put this cheese on it that I can't spell. I was grossing out majorly. I can't stand the smell of that cheese or the taste of it lol. To make matters worse, they didn't have any napkins either so eating took some time.

Then on Ragnarok, it took me about 30 minutes to convinvce Kami to get his ass to Prontera Tool shop lmao. I only wanted him there because the other guild members were there and I wanted to add him to my party. :) I attempted to add all of my guild members to it but not everyone wanted to join. :( Then out of nowhere, Kami said, "I've been hanging out with Katie too much." Katie is what I named my priestess lol. Then Riku (Suzumi-chan) said I was stealing her best friend lmao. Oh well. :) Also, on Ragnarok, a lot of my guild members wanted me to level with them. That was amusing.

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Knife in school. [20 Jun 2005|07:33am]
[ mood | drained ]
[ music | Karma - Alicia Keys ]

Last night I dreamed of Benson School. I was there and I went to the side of the school and saw this teacher there. There was a kid there too who was playing with a ball. I was bouncing it back to him softly and he was having fun. Then I bounced it too hard and it hit him in the face. He cried. Then a bunch of monsters from Ragnarok started coming to attack so I was trying to get rid of them. Then some digimons came lmao.
Also, earlier, I was talking to Mrs. Levac who told me what my assignment was. I was to research on a certain knife which I was holding. Then I was on the road, walking around, trying to figure out where to go. It was a really messed up dream.

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You can buy a banana for 30 cents. [18 Jun 2005|10:45pm]
[ mood | confused ]
[ music | msn chatting sounds ]

I was just forced to go to a bbq party. I hung out with Susan there. I was afraid to eat much because I saw a fly flying around. Then as I was sitting on the couch, this kid comes up to me and throws dirt at me. :| I was so freaked out. I ran lmao. Then he spat at this woman. He also beat up the other kids. He's so messed up.
Then we went to the store and Susan only had 50 cents left. She asked the man what she can buy and he was naming stuff but she kept saying no. Then he said, "You can buy a banana for 30 cents." Lmao, it was so funny because his voice sounded so weird when he said it.

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Awesome day, dreadful then exciting! [17 Jun 2005|03:39pm]
[ mood | tired ]
[ music | Karma - Alicia Keys ]

Today I got to school pretty early. I finished my cooking project last night and I went on Ragnarok which made me stressfree and happy. The only highlights of the day is my cooking and english presentations.

My presentations, very short. )

Lunch time, there was a dance off again. Everyone was dragging Gung, this asian guy to the middle to dance. He wouldn't dance. Everyone wanted him to because he's really good. Otherwise, not a lot of people danced.

*Updated* I'm now a level 78 priestess. I'm a leader of a team in my guild which is really cool. Our team is called Redemption, which I picked. :) I have to show everyone their posts in guildwars tomorrow. I'm writing a short story based on Ragnarok. An account maintainer (Draconian, highest leveled blacksmith) on Ragnarok Frontier deleted a report made from a Ragnarok player that showed that members from Elements Guild were botting. So he's banned permanently. Then two other members of Elements were banned because of botting. So Elements is a dead guild now, the leader is banned and the strongest players are gone too. Every guild is planning on winning Element's old castle.

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Your cousin is cute. [16 Jun 2005|04:32pm]
[ mood | artistic ]
[ music | Oh - Ciara ]

So last night, I went to take a nap at 10:50pm. I woke up at 10:58pm because Leoric messaged me on msn so I went on Ragnarok and did guildwars despite my decision of not going on at all. I went on, defended like I did last Saturday. Then my old guild came in, SPS. I was so shocked, they had about five people with them but they got owned completely. Then later I stayed up til 3AM, trying to find 60 quotes for my english project. I went to bed at 3Am and woke up at 6AM where I continued working. I finished it but I didn't finish my resume and covre letter. I did that in school.

There was a dance off today in the gym. A bunch of guys were just break dancing and you were allowed to jump in and dance anytime you wanted. At the ending of it, Mike Ly comes in and the music is off. He goes, Omg, I come at the end of it. Then he went in the middle and tried to break dance. He fell lmao and he said he was a bit rusty.

As Renee and I walked home, we visited KFC. I saw this tall asian guy in front of us, he turned around and it was my cousin. I said hi and then later on he asked if I wanted a ride home. I said no and then Renee told me that he was handsome. Then she said he was cute so yeah, Renee thinks my cousin is cute. Also, I got my mom to make fried rice for my cooking project. I also drew two anime drawings today. :) I wanna scan them but I can't. :(

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New news! [15 Jun 2005|09:03am]
[ mood | anxious ]

So what is new? I've been majorly busy all week, still am. I have so many projects and presentations dued. It's unbelieveable. Sorry for lack of commenting and posting.

Today I had a weird dream. I dreamed that my lock suddenly grew letters on it so I got confused. I didn't know whether to turn the dial so it's according to the letters or numbers. I kept turning it with the letters and it got really confusing. After a long time, I realized that I should just use the numbers. Then other weird things happened in the dream but I can't remember them clearly.

Also check out my layout. It's really nice. I made it in the morning and was late for school because of it. :)

P.S. Does anyone know what China's national dish is?

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