Depressed Soul

I won't be on lj much until school starts or something...

2005-08-23T13:52:00Z

So nothing much has happened but I'll write about the stuff that interests me or just stuff from yesterday.
a) My uncle and aunt #8 are here from Germany and are coming over today.
b) Yesterday I went shopping with my parents for the first time in a long while.
c) Ragnarok is same old, same old.
d) I got a phone call from Kelly.
e) My brother and I playd The Game of Life (board game).

A I'm nervous about seeing them because I'm not the one to be clsoe to family members. I mean, what if my dad gets all grouchy and stuff. What if I mess up on greeting them or something? I really don't know. Also, I got these stupid pimples and it's pissing me off. :(

B Shopping was awesome. We went to Walmart at like 1pm and came home at like 4 something, almost 5pm. I bought school supplies, loads of it. At the ending, the total money that we all spent togethet at Walmart was $272.78. :) I was so happy because my mom let my brother and I get The Game of Life baord game even though it was $20 something. :)

Then we went to Zehrs to buy some meat, chicken, onion rings and potato wedges to eat. I stayed in the car and opened the Life box. I read the rules and realized this was so much more difficult to play than the one we had at home which is so old. I like this newer version better. More fun. Then we went to a vietnamese grocery store and then finally got home.

CWell, Grimmy and I hang out more now. I hang out with Arksider when he gets on so it's called, "Katie time" because I named my priestess Katie. Yukimura is finally back from his vacation and is planning on making two teams for the guild. One team will be all monks and one will be everyone else. leoric has told me numerous things about him that I never thought he'd do. So I'm guessing I'm a close friend otherwise he wouldn't tell me.

D Kelly called me yesterday and told me that someone wanted to talk to me. She puts a male voice on the phone and I asked for Kelly and asked who the hell it was. She then told me it was Matt, my friend. Then we made plans for Wednesday to go to the mall and watch the 40 year old virgin. :) We're hoping that I can go and that Ann can go too. I really miss seeing Ann lol.

E So during dinner time, my brother and I decided to play The Game of Life. It was very funny. First we both decided to start at College and you have to take out a $100,000 loan if you do. So we each did that but I spent $50,000 on stocks and my brother got confused at how I got $50,000 because he thought we had to pay $100,000 to go to College. Then I bought a house and got to pick from the house that just been in an earthquake so the whole house is literally split in half with a huge crack in the ground or the farm house. Being me with my $20,000 salary, I bought the broken house. Then for some reason, I got a baby girl and twin boys. :)

When my brother went to get married, I asked him if he was marrying a guy or girl. As a joke, he said guy and I laughed but refused to let him marry a guy. Then when he bought a house, he had to choose between a trailer or the farm house. He bought the trailer. Then I traded salaries with him which made me rich and him poor. Then there was a point when I sold my house and got a nicer house, meanwhile my brother got to pick from the trailer (again) and a beach house. He was about to buy the trailer but..
Me: Omg, you can't let your kids live in a trailer forever.
Him: At least I didn't make my kids live in a split up house. I bet your kids fell through that crack.
Me: No...I taught them how to jump across lmao. We were laughing so hard.

Then I was moving my car and somehow, my husband and one of the twin boys fell out of the car. We were laughing so hard and it was as if I didn't like them. :) In the ending, I won and we were going to play again but I felt like going on the computer.

So I cleaned up my room and organized my school supplies after we played The Game of Life. It took me more than two hours to do that but now my room is clean. :) Then after that, I downloaded loads of music to make a new cd. The cd is awesome, that's what I think. I love it. Then I went on Ragnarok, so basically I barely went on Ragnarok yesterday.

My cd
1. Just the Girl - The Click Five
2. It's hard to say - The Used
3. TV Riot - The Adored
4. When you sleep - Longview
5. A day in the life of a poolshark - idiot Pilot
6. Number One - Skye Sweetnam
7. Bat Country - Avenged Sevenfold
8. Blue and yellow - The Used
9. Good Times - Finger Eleven
10. Middle of Nowhere - Hot Hot Heat
11. Good Day - The Click Five
12. How to Deal - Frankie J
13. I'm not your girl - Lalaine
14. Yesterday's Feelings - The Used
15. Smile in your sleep - Silverstein
16. Pop Princess - The Click Five
17. One Thing - Finger Eleven
18. Cut up angels - The Used
19. Why can't I - Liz Phair
20. Behind those hazel eyes - Kelly clarkson

Horrible family!

2005-07-31T15:19:53Z

On Thursday night, I decided to pull an all nighter for once. I always attempt to but I always fall asleep but this time. I did it. :) I was so proud of myself but later as I was leeching off __Hero in guild dungeon, I fell asleep for a few seconds and woke up when I heard him dying. Luckily, he didn't die.

On Friday, I went to my grandma's and my mom told me that we were going to Niagra Falls on Sunday for the whole day, so we have to sleep early on Saturday. I was bummed out because wouldn't that mean I'd miss guildwars? Then later, I find out that we're going on Saturday instead and my mom tells me to sleep early. Turns out, we left at 4pm basically.

Niagra Falls sucked. All we did was walk around and then Maria and I wanted to go into Ripley's Believe it or not museum but the adults wouldn't let us. My mom said it's too expensive, then she was about to let us in but the lady said it will take us 45 minutes to go through it so she wouldn't allow it. She didn't want to wait 45 minutes for us.

Then we walked into a dead end and had to go down a steepish hill. As we walked further, there was another super steep hill which my brother and Randy went down. I walked until there was an opening. Then we went to the casino and waited for like three hours for the adults to play. We finally got home at 2am and my parents weren't home yet. So it pissed me off.

How come my mom could make us wait three hours so she could play casino but she can't even wait 45 minutes for my cousin and I to have some fun of our own?

Also, I missed guildwars completely and because many people weren't there, we got owned.

Annoying people on DiscoveryRO

2005-07-15T14:42:09Z

I totally miss the xenophase server of Ragnarok. I hate DiscoveryRO. It sucks. The people on there all talk different languages and it's just really annoying. Also, everyone is like 17+ on there and the guys hit on the girls a lot. It's so annoying. This one guy basically stalks me on there. He's always asking where I am and it's just really annoying. I can't go on there without being afraid he will find me or something. I want Ragnarok Frontier back! Besides, Yukimura is planning on quitting DiscoveryRO because we all went on there yet we don't hang out. We're all doing our own things.

Anyways, I still haven't gotten my report card. I don't think I'll ever get it. I'm too lazy to go and get it. But I want to get it so I can compare my marks with Kami's. :) Anyways, I beat Kami the other day in Minesweeper. He beat me on the first two games. Then I won the last three. :D I feel so accomplished lol. Also, yesterday Leoric asked me for my number. :| He wants to call me when he goes on vacation. He's such a weirdo. Getting everyone's numbers.

Anyways, I am rewriting A Fatal Accident and I need ideas on how Chris and Christina should meet. I want something memorable. :) If you have any ideas, please tell me. Thanks.

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2005-07-14T00:23:41Z

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The computer is making you sick..

2005-07-13T14:12:28Z

Yesterday I got banned off my computer which upset me. I told my mom that I felt sick and couldn't eat the food she made and all. So my dad said that I was lying and that the computer was making me sick. I was so pissed off. So I ate dinner and took a two hour long nap. I woke up to find my parents not home, at the casino. So I went on the computer and when my dad got home. He only yelled at me saying that I was lying about being sick. What the hell...why would I lie about being sick? I hate medicine and being sick gosh.

Yesterday, I went on Survival Project with Maria for a few minutes. On there, I saw Steph (Mint-chan, Kami's cousin) and she asked if I played Ragnarok Frontier. I said yes so yeah, it was her on the game lol. So she invited me to duel with her and Kami. I sucked so badly. I kept dying so quickly.

Cherries are bad for you...

2005-07-11T16:13:38Z

So on Saturday, I started playing Survival Project at my grandma's. It was so confusing but it's kinda fun. Then after lunch, we had to go cherry picking, the whole family. I didn't want to go but oh well. It was like an hour drive to the cherry picking farm. Then I picked cherries with Maria and Thai, we almost filled up a basket but the sun was really bothering me. I had a headache from the sun and I needed water. Then I ate too many cherries and got a stomachache. At 5:30pm, we went to Niagra Falls. I didn't want to go because it was really boring.

Finally, we got home at 11:24pm. I missed 24 minutes of guildwars on Ragnarok and decided not to go to guildwars. But then there were on priets to help me level my rogue so I went to Geffen and Grimmy saw me. Yukimura immediately told me to go watch the emp in Al De Baran. I went there and we almost lost the castle again but we survived. That's all that happened. I came back home on Sunday so now I'm in my own room.

Also, I am rewriting A Fatal Accident again, I wanted to start it with something exciting or somewhat attention grabbing.

Guildwars sucked, stuck at grandma's...

2005-07-07T23:53:16Z

Haven't posted for a while so here goes...I got Vivi (Kami's cousin) to send me a picture of Kami. Kami looks cute to me at least and he looks so gangster, it's funny lmao. But it's a picture from a month ago and Kami looks a bit different now but I still got a picture of him. Also, his real name is Kami.

Yesterday's guild war was horrible. Riku and Yuki couldn't make up their minds about where I should be. Riku wanted me in Al De Baran while Yuki wanted me in Payon. I wasted lots of money, teleporting back and forth. Then Hero got another payon castle for us so we had three castles to defend. Al De Baran got bombed so everyone dashed over there, losing the new payon castle we just got and then losing ur Al De Baran castle too. Then we lost our original Payon castle so we lost everything. Adikt, part of the alliance that we're in, got the Al De Baran castle back so we will have it back soon.

Kami didn't show up for guild wars, he did it on purpose too. He's such a bum. I made a rogue finally and it's not level 66. Also, Yuki changed the teams around again. Riku is on Legends team while Yuki moved Kami and me to Retribution team. So it looks like, where ever Kami goes, I go. :S

Being at my grandma sucks. I'm always waiting for a computer. The other day, my brother got super pissed off because I wouldn't let him on the computer. He pulled a knife out at me too. Also, Ragnarok is going down on Sunday for a week and that's when I get to go home. This sucks.

He offered us a ride and we didn't even know him.

2005-07-02T05:49:37Z

So Thursday, I leveled Kami in GH Castle or whatever. It was cool until I kept getting disconnected from the internet or electricity. Then during training, Sandstorm says in guild chat that I was swearing and all. Then Yukimura pretended to kick me out of the guild but I was still talking in it and he was saying that it was glitched and I was stuck forever with them. So I left the guild with "I swore?" as the reason for leaving. Everyone went nuts. Here were the basics of my private messages:

Yukimura: Foolish one...come to Al De Baran clock tower now. This is your last chance. Come here so I can add you to the guild.
Leoric: Were you seriously mad at the guild or were you joking around?
favio: Why did you leave the guild?
Sandstorm: I was kidding around, I'll leave the guild too!
Kami said "Omg" into his phone while talking to his friend when he saw this lol. He's the one that I asked to add me to the guild in the first place lol.

I was surprised that many people cared lol. It made me happy inside lol. Anyways, my mom thinks I'm lying about how I have to go into the school Thursday (upcoming) to get my report card.

As for Thursday, Kelly and I planned to go to the mall together. She was hungry and wanted to eat at the Vietnamese restaurant because she loves rice noodle soup. So we went there, ate and walked outside. Right when we opened the door, rain poured in. So we stood by the door like idiots for like 20 minutes. Then this total stranger comes up to us and asks if we live near by. Then he offered us a ride but Kelly said no. So we sat down and watched as the rain turned into a flood basically. Then I got this family that my parents know to give us a ride home. We basically did nothing at my house. The only interesting thing was that we went to Shoppers and shopped for stuff.

As for today, on Ragnarok I have two knights who will always level with me so I'm fine with that. Also, the guild glitch has been fixed so now the guild has too many members in it. So Yukimura taxed everyone 5% so we can all level up the guild. We need three guild levels. I volunteered to be taxed 50% and I've given over 300, 000 exp to the guild in like two hours or so. :)

No more respect...

2005-06-29T17:34:27Z

So yesterday Derm went on Ragnarok and told me that Rick thinks he could kill me with his asura strike. So I got |Leoric| there with us and told him not to hit Rick til I'm dead. I killed Rick at first but he said that he forgot to put /noshift on which enables you to attack people. So we had a second round and he won. The thing is, he used green pots when I silenced him, meaning he can't use his skills. He also casted stuff in preparation before the battle. So yeah, almost like he cheated.

Then after I died, |Leoric| killed Rick. Derm then messaged me, stating that it was really low of me to do that. He told me that he has lost all the respect he had left for me. So, I doubt we're friends anymore. But you know what? Screw this. They left me for another server. Stating that my server sucks just because it's too hard for them. Then Derm doesn't want to talk to me because of this. It was NOTHING. Argg...anyways off I go.

"Why are you up there anyways?" "It makes me feel taller."

2005-06-28T17:09:00Z

So yesterday I spent all morning training Derm's mage. Yes, he came back. :) For now that is lol. It went from level 18 to 45. Then I went to GHC and tried to level. Out of nowhere, Yukimura was calling random groups of people to the back of Prontera tool shop. I thought he was just discussing team plans for guildwars so I took little notice of it. Then I was called next along with Riku and Kami. I came to Prontera tool shop and saw Riku on her alchemist. She asked for warp to GHC and I told her that Yukimura wanted to talk to us. So we went there. As soon as I got there, I saw Riku, Revolution, xBeRx, Yukimura and possibly a few others. I sat down and...
Yukimura: Katie, is it true that you don't like Ber?
Kami comes so I private messaged him, asking if it was like a trial or something lmao. He said he didn't know.
Yukimura: Just tell the truth.
Katie: Yeah...
Yukimura: Ok, why?
Katie: Umm...*feels uneasy* he annoys me and he took over during guildwars completely.
xBeRx: I was put in charge.
Katie: You gave us wrong orders.
Yukimura: As you see some people don't like you. You should change. Riku, why don't you like Ber?
Riku: He's rude to his guild members. He swears too much.
Kami: I swear too.
Yukimura: Kami, why don't you like Ber? I know you had your opinions at the very beginning when he joined. You said something.
Kami: I'm confused.
Then later on, I said: I have no idea what you guys are on about.
Kami: Yeah, what Katie said.
Then as something random, I put on my panda hat and shouted: Panda!!!
Then Kami private messaged me, "Give me panda." After like a minute, I sighed and gave it to him. :) He put it on instantly and Yukimura was like: Not fair! Lmao, I said, "He asked first?"

Then I gave them all warps to Riku's wedding spot because Kami wanted to show everyone his 'meeting area' that he found. Then later on, I was the only one sitting at the top while everyone sat at the bottom. Yukimura, Leoric and Riku were all on brb.
Kami: Why are you up there anyways?
Katie: I don't know...
Katie: Actually, it makes me feel taller. :)
Kami: Weirdo
Then he comes up and sits beside me lmao. Then Leoric, Riku, Kami and I talked together about loads of stuff. It was fun.

Kami and I get married?

2005-06-27T12:44:18Z

So yesterday my aunt came over with her son Tommy. They ate dinner with us then my whole family went to the carnival. I didn't go because I'm a bum and I hate spending time with my family for personal reasons. During the dinner, I found out that my uncle was drunk at a party and he smashed a beer bottle on some dude's head at the party. They don't know if that guy accepted the apology or not because he could sue him. Then my mom said that my dad was drunk and he went to Casino and lost $200 in fifteen minutes.

Now for Ragnarok, many stories included lol.
I just remembered how Kami told me that his dad smacks his ass, he's perverted so I was just laughing. :) Anyways...on to yesterday's adventure on Ragnarok.

|Leoric| and Riku-san had a wedding so I went there ten minutes earlier. I sat in the front, in the middle aisle. Then they told me to move so I ran off to the side then came back to sit beside the priest's area. :) Yukimura joined me and soon a lot of others joined us. Then they went off and Yukimura and Kami went to the left side forest thing. I went there and hid in the trees, wearing my panda hat. Yukimura claimed I was an intruder and I said I was a panda. Then they went off and it was just me and favio standing at the edge of the mountains, facing the water. We were talking about how peaceful it was and I said we probably missed the beginning of the wedding which we did. I ran through the wedding, picked up a flower from the ground and sat down. After the wedding was done, a bunch of people casted spells which froze my Ragnarok basically. Then someone let off monsters so I died instantly.

Here's the thing worth reading about. |Leoric| dropped ten old blue boxes. I grabbed two. :) Kami got one. favio got two and others got one. DeathCutie got none and she was complaining about it. Kami said it's because she doesn't deserve it. I said it's because she was too busy shaking her ass because she IS a dancer in the game. Then...
DeathCutie: Katie, can I try on your devil ears?
Kami: NO
Katie: NEVER
DeathCutie: You guys should get married.
Kami: NO! (He doesn't believe in internet relationships of any sort lol)
Katie: Never
DeathCutie: You two are perfect for each other. Your names both start with K's.
Riku: It would be funny if they got married. Kami, propose to Katie.
Kami: Katie, will you marry me?
Kami: LOL JK
Katie: No
Riku: Rejected.
Kami: I was kidding...
Then DeathCutie kept saying stuff like that so Kami and I were being super mean to her. We were saying all of this stuff and at one point, she said, "Katie, that hurt." Kami said, "Good." Then later she said Kami really hurt her feelings so she went off.

Then I private messaged Kami and Riku, trying to convince them to send me their pictures. Riku blocked my messages and Kami just kept saying no. Then he goes:
Kami: I'm going to block your messages.
Katie: :(
Katie: I'm going to threaten you.
Kami: *blocks*
Katie: .
Katie: Lmao
Kami: Dammit, it didn't work. Oh, I typed it wrong.
Katie: .
Kami: JK lol
Then I kept asking but he kept saying no. Then he wanted my panda hat and I said no because he won't send me the picture. Then Yukimura wanted my panda hat lmao. I said no to both. :) Then Kami sadly asked me when I was going to give him back his devil ears. I said lol and never responded to that. :)

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Yesterday..

2005-06-26T13:26:49Z

So yesterday I was told by some of my guild members that I level up my priestess too fast. :) That made me proud. I gave Kami the tames for Baphomet Jr. yesterday and he told me to come with him. I was supposed to be tanking my cousin but I went with him lol. We had to go through a maze which was weird but we managed. Then he tried to catch one but he failed on both tries. He let his brother click them. :| I want to go find some more of those tames. :) Maybe I should try and catch them.

Yesterday guildwars was so boring. I basically fell asleep so yeah. I talked to Kami after guildwars and he told me how screwed up his dad was. I was shocked he even mentioned because really, it came out of nowhere. It made me happy that he told me. :) Anyways, I found out that people love training with me on Ragnarok. Good stuff.

The most important news of all...I finally got a lock on my door!!!

So what's new?

2005-06-25T08:34:52Z

I'm officially done school. Bad news...I gotta go to school on Monday to get my exam results. :( Well yesterday was my religion exam. I didn't study at all. I only read over the number of books in the bible and whatever. When I got to school, the teacher had chocolate bars for us which was really nice of her. Also she was hoping that we would get high marks on it. I gulped at that because I seriously thought I was going to fail. The exam was so easy. I found out that I memorized most of it by the way she teaches. There were some quotes I didn't know tha answer to and then the AIDS part I knew nothing about. I wrote that some signs are: diarhea, headaches, etc. :)
After exam, I walked like a block and realized that I forgot my folder in the exam room. So I came back and grabbed it.

As for Ragnarok, I am finally level 81. Kami let me borrow his ears of the devil. What really happened was, Maya, his cousin, was using them for a bit. Then she was going to leave for Wonderland today so she gave me the ears, telling me to give them to Kami when he goes on. Why me? I'm always with Kami? Lol, he came on like ten minutes later and...
Me: Guess what I have.
Kami: What?
Me: Guess.
Kami: Uhh...I don't know.
Me: ...
Kami: You got Baphomet Jr. egg!!
Me: Lmao, no!

Then he sees me in Prontera tool shop.
Kami: Are those my ears?!
Me: Yep! Maya told me to give them to you when you got on.
Kami: Oh lol.
Me: Can I wear them now?
Kami: Fine...

So now, I've been wearing them for the whole day. I'm happy I leveled up and I made lots of money from selling everything. I also wasted some of it to buy two Baphomet Jr. tames, just for Kami because his ears rock, and I bought a Munak hat. :) So there's my Ragnarok story.

PS Raging Thrust from my guild on Ragnarok made me a signature for the forums. Isn't he so sweet? He's only in grade six yet he does these things better than me! It's based on Ragnarok, the chinese word means Sweet.

Sorry for lack of commenting and posting

2005-06-23T19:35:03Z

So I had my english exam today. I think I failed it. The sight passage was hard. I didn't understand the story and I didn't know who was talking like 3/4 of the time. So I screwed up the questions majorly. Then the essay I don't think I did my best on it. So yeah, I think I failed or barely passed. I'll find out tomorrow because I've got religion exam tomorrow. :| Yikes lol. So I won't be on as much, maybe I'll be on Friday if I feel better after the exam lol.

Bad day...

2005-06-21T10:55:29Z

Yesterday was a bad day at school. During lunch, I waited in line for 20 or more minutes just to get to the counter and have the lady say, "Sorry, we ran out of chicken strips." So I bought a plate of pasta which they put this cheese on it that I can't spell. I was grossing out majorly. I can't stand the smell of that cheese or the taste of it lol. To make matters worse, they didn't have any napkins either so eating took some time.

Then on Ragnarok, it took me about 30 minutes to convinvce Kami to get his ass to Prontera Tool shop lmao. I only wanted him there because the other guild members were there and I wanted to add him to my party. :) I attempted to add all of my guild members to it but not everyone wanted to join. :( Then out of nowhere, Kami said, "I've been hanging out with Katie too much." Katie is what I named my priestess lol. Then Riku (Suzumi-chan) said I was stealing her best friend lmao. Oh well. :) Also, on Ragnarok, a lot of my guild members wanted me to level with them. That was amusing.

Knife in school.

2005-06-20T11:40:50Z

Last night I dreamed of Benson School. I was there and I went to the side of the school and saw this teacher there. There was a kid there too who was playing with a ball. I was bouncing it back to him softly and he was having fun. Then I bounced it too hard and it hit him in the face. He cried. Then a bunch of monsters from Ragnarok started coming to attack so I was trying to get rid of them. Then some digimons came lmao.
Also, earlier, I was talking to Mrs. Levac who told me what my assignment was. I was to research on a certain knife which I was holding. Then I was on the road, walking around, trying to figure out where to go. It was a really messed up dream.

You can buy a banana for 30 cents.

2005-06-19T02:48:16Z

I was just forced to go to a bbq party. I hung out with Susan there. I was afraid to eat much because I saw a fly flying around. Then as I was sitting on the couch, this kid comes up to me and throws dirt at me. :| I was so freaked out. I ran lmao. Then he spat at this woman. He also beat up the other kids. He's so messed up.
Then we went to the store and Susan only had 50 cents left. She asked the man what she can buy and he was naming stuff but she kept saying no. Then he said, "You can buy a banana for 30 cents." Lmao, it was so funny because his voice sounded so weird when he said it.

Awesome day, dreadful then exciting!

2005-06-17T19:40:09Z

Today I got to school pretty early. I finished my cooking project last night and I went on Ragnarok which made me stressfree and happy. The only highlights of the day is my cooking and english presentations.

Cooking Presentation: The teacher was getting frustrated because people were taking ages up there so she just wanted to know the national dish basically. No one listened to her and when it was my turn. I went up, and said: "I chose China, their national dish is egg fried rice and everyone uses rice." Lmao, everyone clapped and cheered so loud. The teacher was so happy too. She's like: You gave me exactly what I wanted to hear.

English Presentation: I was nervous so I wrote a page full of what I was going to say. I got up there, said it all then I had to look at my bristol board for my quotes and I did great. Halfway through a quote, Renee was grinning at me from behind my bristol board so I said, "Renee stop smiling" That got a few laughs and everyone was able to hear my presentation this time. :)

Lunch time, there was a dance off again. Everyone was dragging Gung, this asian guy to the middle to dance. He wouldn't dance. Everyone wanted him to because he's really good. Otherwise, not a lot of people danced.

*Updated* I'm now a level 78 priestess. I'm a leader of a team in my guild which is really cool. Our team is called Redemption, which I picked. :) I have to show everyone their posts in guildwars tomorrow. I'm writing a short story based on Ragnarok. An account maintainer (Draconian, highest leveled blacksmith) on Ragnarok Frontier deleted a report made from a Ragnarok player that showed that members from Elements Guild were botting. So he's banned permanently. Then two other members of Elements were banned because of botting. So Elements is a dead guild now, the leader is banned and the strongest players are gone too. Every guild is planning on winning Element's old castle.

Your cousin is cute.

2005-06-16T21:00:30Z

So last night, I went to take a nap at 10:50pm. I woke up at 10:58pm because Leoric messaged me on msn so I went on Ragnarok and did guildwars despite my decision of not going on at all. I went on, defended like I did last Saturday. Then my old guild came in, SPS. I was so shocked, they had about five people with them but they got owned completely. Then later I stayed up til 3AM, trying to find 60 quotes for my english project. I went to bed at 3Am and woke up at 6AM where I continued working. I finished it but I didn't finish my resume and covre letter. I did that in school.

There was a dance off today in the gym. A bunch of guys were just break dancing and you were allowed to jump in and dance anytime you wanted. At the ending of it, Mike Ly comes in and the music is off. He goes, Omg, I come at the end of it. Then he went in the middle and tried to break dance. He fell lmao and he said he was a bit rusty.

As Renee and I walked home, we visited KFC. I saw this tall asian guy in front of us, he turned around and it was my cousin. I said hi and then later on he asked if I wanted a ride home. I said no and then Renee told me that he was handsome. Then she said he was cute so yeah, Renee thinks my cousin is cute. Also, I got my mom to make fried rice for my cooking project. I also drew two anime drawings today. :) I wanna scan them but I can't. :(

New news!

2005-06-15T13:02:51Z

So what is new? I've been majorly busy all week, still am. I have so many projects and presentations dued. It's unbelieveable. Sorry for lack of commenting and posting.

Today I had a weird dream. I dreamed that my lock suddenly grew letters on it so I got confused. I didn't know whether to turn the dial so it's according to the letters or numbers. I kept turning it with the letters and it got really confusing. After a long time, I realized that I should just use the numbers. Then other weird things happened in the dream but I can't remember them clearly.

Also check out my layout. It's really nice. I made it in the morning and was late for school because of it. :)

P.S. Does anyone know what China's national dish is?

Bored

2005-06-13T13:42:56Z

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Deviruchi

2005-06-13T11:32:03Z

I can fold paper cranes now. My guild didn't lose it's castle on Saturday like I though. We were really good. We're part of The Alliance, a powerful group of guilds that everyone hates yet fears. I get a ride to school for this whole week. I made my first cd on Saturday night. It was horrible. I accidently recorded only one song onto the cd. Then I did it again but I managed to record all of my songs on it. :) On ragnarok, I am now level 77. My pet deviruchi's intimacy is finally at friendly.

Yesterday, I hung out with Tom on Ragnarok and he thought I was 17 lmao. He's always thought that. Weird guy, but I clarified that. Then he asked me if I wanted to be his bebe, which basically means his girlfriend on Ragnarok lol. Anyways, that's it. :)

Children's Aid Society

2005-06-11T19:01:59Z

Last night, I went over guildwar plans with my guild members again. I invited Melony, a priestess to the guild so we got another priestess helping out. :) I also trained with my guild leader until 2 in the morning. Then I hung out with Katsuyori and we walked for a while. It was weird but nice. Then I went to bed at 3AM and woke up at 7:40AM. Then I got ready, waited 24 minutes for the bus. I was afraid I'd be late too.

I got on the bus, asked for directions from the bus driver because I need to get to Children's Aid Society by 9AM. I got off near downtown and she told me to take the other bus but I was afraid of being late so I didn't. I got off the bus and this lady asks where I need to go. We talked and walked for a bit then we separated. I walked for 30-40 minutes until I finally got there. I was there 5 minutes before 9AM.

Amanda was our leader, Dedra and Charity were working with me. They're all really nice. Dedra goes to my school and I recognized it immediately. I didn't know her but I got to. The first kid went up to Dedra and wanted a tiger. It was funny. Well...basically, I can paint rainbows now yay! I also promoted my special turtle. :) Lots of kids wanted my turtle. This one girl liked my rainbow so much that she came back for my turtle. Then later on, I bought 5 Archie comics for 25 cents each and a book for a buck. It was good. Then there was this little boy named Riley. He wanted his face painted but once he saw the paint thing, he started crying sorta. So he didn't do it. Also, kids started wanting to eat some of our chips, it was so funny. In total, I drew two rainbows, one heart with a black arrow going through it, about 3-4 of my turtle; I made two kids' faces look like cats. One kid's face looked like a dog. :) In the ending, Dedra gave me a ride home, thank god.

Then there was a retarded guy, literally. He couldn't talk properly and he looked like he was twelve. He wanted to go into the bouncy thing. He gave Charity his phone book and he wanted me to hold his shoes. I didn't. He said he couldn't get in and all. We told him to go on his stomach to get in but he refused. Then he finally did it but he wouldn't jump inside. We kept telling him and showing him. Then he wouldn't jump in the middle, saying that it would break. Eventually, he got out and went to shop around. Then he came back and asked why we moved our area. We told him we didn't and he kept arguing, saying that we moved. We explained to him that he was walking around, that's why it made it look like we moved.

Since I left SPS, Ronin and SoulWiz plan to kill my guild leader so they can get me back. Kiroshiya from Death Corps says he would've loved it if I joined his guild. xBeRx is upset that I didn't join his guild but I joined Yukimura's. So yeah, people would've loved to take me in. So now I need to go level up my priestess. So boring...

Today was good...well....about an hour or more ago was today..

2005-06-09T05:08:50Z

In the morning, I called Renee to tell her I'd be a bit late. I called the wrong number and the lady told me to F*ck off. Then I get a ride to school by Renee's sister and I'm out of the car, waiting for Renee so we can get into the school. Renee realizes that she has forgotten her clothes she'd change into for her job interview after school. So we get back in, drive back home, she picks up her stuff and we're back at the school. I felt like I went back in time to when I got to Renee's house and then I went forward in time to when I got to school.

So I talked to Wayne from Ragnarok and he told me he had a horrible day. It's so funny though. This guy made a racist threat to him so Wayne threw a piece of his sandwich at him. Then Wayne stuck out his feet and the guy tripped over it and that's how the fight started. I was laughing so hard when he told me.

Then during Ragnarok, I was training my merchant with Maria's new archer and my brother's thief. I told my brother that he should train his acolyte because he refuses to buy potions to heal his thief. Then he tells me that he can't train without blue gemstones because he wasted them all on warping Maria. She says that it's because he went into the warp portals before her so she couldn't get in. Then he says that he only did it that time because he was pissed off. Then Maria got mad so she killed him with double strafe. I was laughing so hard.

Now for the super good news. On Tuesday, I left my ~SPS~ guild and joined Shin.Rokumonsen guild, which is the guild I used to be in before they deleted it and rebuilt it. I was supposed to rejoin but I didn't. I was bored of ~SPS~ because it was so inactive and all. So, last night was guild wars. I attended. I died loads which pissed me off but I also saw my old guild members from ~SPS~. I panicked because I didn't know how they'd react. Ronin saw me a couple of times and finally messaged me, asking if it was really me. I said yeah and he asked why I left. I told him I was meant to be in the other guild. I think the whole guild is mad at me now. Well...the good news is: Shin.Rokumonsen guild (my guild) got a castle. :) I'm also definitely resetting my priestess to full int/vit. :)

Key Points:
a) I called wrong number, lady told me to f*ck off.
b) I felt like I went back and forth in time.
c) Wayne threw a piece of his sandwich at a guy which started a fight.
d) Maria killed my brother because she got mad.
e) I left ~SPS~ guild on Ragnarok to join Shin.Rokumonsen Guild.
f) My guild got a castle; I think old guild hates me now.

I am in a writing mood. Please read.

2005-06-07T21:18:50Z

So yesterday I had to write a poem about Mechanical Teachers, here it is:
Mechanical Teachers
Mechanical teachers are made to be durable,
Instead all they do is make my life miserable;
Everyday I sit and stare,
Acting like I really care;
They give me extremely boring notes,
They might as well rip out my throat;
Shoving me into a dusty den,
Alone with it until ten;
Seeing kids running freely makes me groan,
It reminds me of how I feel so alone;
When I get confused, I cannot ask,
Doing so would prove a difficult task,
Because it's not a human being;
With them, there's no disagreeing,
Whether you like it or not,
It's already programmed; incase you forgot.

Now for my version of Renee's poem:
Today was a very horrible day,
I wish my mechanical teacher was gay,
He's always checking me out,
That's not what school's all about,
I'm afraid to wear a skirt,
Because he asks me if it hurts,
Can't remember the rest. :)

Also, while you're at it. Read my story that I've written for a while now. It's untitled at the moment because I don't know what to name it. If you've got any suggestions, do tell. Thanks. Click here for my story.

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